The next Step

Well.... My summer in wyoming has come to a close. I have to admit that while there was a lot of stress and frustration at times, I miss it greatly already. While I was at SOAR, I felt like I was part of a community. Now I feel like I am once again the new Kid  on the  Block. The thing is,  with that being said, I feel like I have grow used to that status and that at times, that is where I excel. I can not be sure about my excelence when I am in these new spots and this I think is what causes  the most anxeity in my life.

I have taken a new  job working at a boarding school in northern Idaho, well actually working in two boarding schools. Right now I am deserprate to make things work money wise while still keeping my foot in the door with the out door and more so the thearuptic industry. I have no Idea where this  Job is going to be taking me. But I think I like it. Yesterday, was my first day it involved a lot of paper work and a lot of standing around trying not  to be too awkard. Working at a Boarding school is a whole nother ball game compared to working in the wilderness setting. I knew that going into to it but it is with  out a doubt in my mind more then a little bit of culture schock.

With all of that being said. I know that I have a challange in front of my. I am working in a flex position that means I do what ever they need, where ever they need it. I told them that I would cut grass if thats what had to happen.... although part of that is that I just really like lawn moswers... I know its a problem. I spent twent min today oggling chain saws and wood splitters early on in the day....

The worst part of this whole job is something  That I have brough upon my self. The commute.
When i took this Job it was to be Closer to Leslie, so that we could work on our relationship and try and fgure out what is next for us. What that really means is that I am spending a lot  of time driving back and forth, and while I am only a few days into this process. I think that it is going to be worth the effort.... at least for Now in till I can start teaching for WMI...
cheers for now.
td